But I hadn't forgotten the light. One day me and some friends from the community were out driving a car, and I got really scared. I folded my hands to say to myself. Jesus, if you stop this car now, I'm going to go to rehab. Well of course the car stopped. I got the people at Fyrlyset to call work when it was due to start after the holidays and tell them that I was unable to work. They from work picked me up in town, and I got to sleep with them until I got a place on P22
it was still a bit far-fetched to move away from everyone I knew. I remember having a terrible discussion with the leaders and saying that if you are saved you can be anywhere. Then I went to the room and said. Dear God, you who know me, give me a verse that I can show the leaders here. And I opened the Bible and read:
Twist and wail, daughter of Zion, like a woman in labor! For now you must go out of the city and live in the fields, and you will come straight to Babel. There you will be delivered, there the Lord will deliver you from the grip of your enemies.
Well then I capitulated and I came to the "victory of light" in Spydeberg